One Last Look

My thoughts are blurred and still they fade
I'm looking down so afraid
His hand is stiff an lips are blue
His touch is cold, can this be true
My heart's in race from all this panic
I turn my head, I cannot bear it
I see no smile on his face
Nor the love that warmed this place
His eyes are empty an can not see
Who is this man infront of me
Young am I and now know my pain
Destructive paths are what keep me sane
Forever gone, my father's missed
A child torn without his kiss
Now we part an I go my way
He leaves this earth an I must stay
So hear this father an give thy hand
Your son is now his own man
To my father, may you rest in peace