My visions still haunt me when I'm a sleep
With my back to the wall unable to speak
So I lay there at night, wanting to wake
Day dreaming at night reliving my hate
As I clutch at my stomach recalling the cost
Niether here nor there, my mind's at a loss
Forever just laying there, letting go of my screams
Continuously seeing these never ending dreams
They play tricks on my mind and tear at my soul
As my fingers run down the stories I've told
Still to this day I see blood in the snow
And the touch of a friend as I started to go
With the icy cold touch from deaths own hand
A warm feeling of blood across a cold man
Always facing a door for who might come through
Never showing your back for what they might do
And when I make love I feel I might be insane
Unsure of a stranger and the mind she contains
Woe are the nights I relive this again
Loosing my breath, watching my end
So on I will live and continue my life
Seeing my blood at the end of this knife
An when the sun rises will be when I cry
For missing my chance and still wanting to die
chilling
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