The Words I Held

Words well said can leave you blind
Words well heard can change your mind
The words you've said once held their pain
An brought my tears like drowning rain
No wanting now for the words I've lost
I've paid my price and all the costs
To long I've spent so torn apart
Your words no longer reach my heart
So know this now I hold no pain
Then hold the past and hold my shame
I know your words held good intent
I hold no grudge for pain well spent
With these last words I write to you
Now in my eyes are friends held true

A Dreamer's Path

With silence so soothing gentle singing away
I hear in the distance no confusion today
Mind is set free to wander with please
Visions glide by drifting with breeze
Now with content I breath my new peace
Forever about me guiding my sleep
I hear my new hopes rising in the moonlight
Forever still gazing at stars in the night
O dream broken child away your old sins
Defeat your own demons and dont let them in
For when the time comes that I must realize
I'll be my own man and stand up with my pride
Then soon a bit after I started to wake
Longing to dream of the paths I must take

The Void in Heart

My mind is lost, my heart is torn
I grab my chest in my mourn
The scars I wear reflect myself
Alone I sit with no ones help
The pain I feel is in my bones
Then through my pen and out my poems
To the sky I give my cry
As tears roll down, I wonder why
The pain I feel knows no end
I burn and watch the loves I mend
This darkened room holds all my grief
Emotions torn is why I weep
The only thing that has not came
Is my dark clouds to end their rain
I feel the calm before the storm
The loss of love has left me worn
Try and try but I still fail
Lost in my mind I can't conceal
To those of you that are reading this
Know my pain and lack of bliss
All I have is not enough
To fill my empty endless cup
O love of loves I'm torn apart
Please whisper words to mend this heart