Who I Am

I know my faults and who I am
Please listen now and understand
With all my passion I act in haste
An all my depth shows in my face
But with my passion, steps in my heart
An the love I hold tears me apart
I think to much, but never ahead
The lies I tell could weave a web
But this is so the ones I love
Will never fall and stay above
I am to hopeful with things unclear
Which in return, I cause their tears
I have much patience and bear much wieght
I do have limits but never hate

My actions are mistaken for thinking of myself
Only trying to protect those for which I cannot help
Always sacrificing, to help others off the ground
An yes I do feel lonely that my love is not yet found
The loyalty I have will never cease to stop
My mistakes come in many, but I learn what I am taught
The promises I make I always try to keep
But being optimistic tends to sweep me off my feet
My past is dark with clouds, leaving me depressed
But still I see some light in a future that may be blessed
For know thats all I'm writing, I'm sorry it's not more
If you want to know this man you must open up your door

The Desert Bleak

Alone I wander in desert bleak
This thirst I crave has left me weak
I consume and take, a well not filled
On I go with pain not killed
O desert bleak please let me see
So I might wander away from thee
The years that pass are all just sand
My mind is lost, but still I stand
These passing faces are all the same
They look no different and have no names
My lips are cracked and so my heart
I thirst for which I cannot part
In desert bleak I make my way
This sea of sand and my decay
O desert bleak please promise me
If I am found just let me be

Clouded Skies

Come and go you passing day
Still I see no stars this May
Day and night come in with clouds
I feel the rain my heart allows
On my bed I give my stare
Through my window, with no care
I long for stars that only shine
Such meeting eyes I cannot find
A passing day, a clouded face
Which hides my pain I cannot face
I try my best to not and want
These clouded skies that only taunt
I know such clouds will finaly part
With parting clouds Ill find my heart
And when again I find those eyes
Ill watch them shine like stars in skies