I'm sorry for misleadings and all the pain I cause
I'm sorry for my anger and this life I can not pause
I'm sorry I have hurt you and will never stay away
I'm sorry you are reading this and the debt I can not pay
Forever I will love you an forever hold this grief
I'm sorry I'm no better and becoming such a thief
My life has been so wicked which in turn has left me blind
How I long for your forgiveness and your words that were so kind
I'm sorry I could not stand up when you could only sit
But please look past my sorries for this blind man needs your kiss
I know I not deserve you and are forsaken to be alone
But give my life some meaning, so this man can know a home
An tho my life is wicked, I am capable of love
So let me grasp your hand, so I might finaly rise above
How I hope that you are reading this and feel my lonley sorrow
Forever I will be sorry and have never felt so hollow
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
A Sense for Love
Sitting in my thoughts I shed a final tear
For patiently I am waiting for my lover to appear
To long alone life's kept us apart from our own home
I feel the day is coming for which you've always known
For I am but a simple man with only simple needs
I long for only simple eyes that will keep this heart that bleeds
So part away my darkness that always keeps me blind
Before my darkness eats me and my love you cannot find
I feel my days are numbered if I do not ascend
To skies that you've been waiting my lost and lonely friend
I know I not deserve you for all that I have done
But God allow me this an I'll give back your lonely son
I only long for meaning, in a life that has no sound
For I am def, dumb, and blind with a love thats not yet found
For those that are reading this and the stories that I've told
I only long for warmness in a heart that feels so cold
For patiently I am waiting for my lover to appear
To long alone life's kept us apart from our own home
I feel the day is coming for which you've always known
For I am but a simple man with only simple needs
I long for only simple eyes that will keep this heart that bleeds
So part away my darkness that always keeps me blind
Before my darkness eats me and my love you cannot find
I feel my days are numbered if I do not ascend
To skies that you've been waiting my lost and lonely friend
I know I not deserve you for all that I have done
But God allow me this an I'll give back your lonely son
I only long for meaning, in a life that has no sound
For I am def, dumb, and blind with a love thats not yet found
For those that are reading this and the stories that I've told
I only long for warmness in a heart that feels so cold
Saturday, March 12, 2011
The Falling Child
Where is my child, O where can he be
I'm staring down an edge, just wanting to be free
I feel my well is empty, I've never had enough
This desert that I wander in, has never filled my cup
Lost am I now sitting, wandering in my depth
My visions only haunt me, forseeing my own death
Day by day is passing when faces are the same
I wander all alone, with no one left to blame
I long to numb this feeling, slowly withering away
Why do I keep rising, just to fall another day
So keep on falling child, on def ears falls your sound
I'm searching in the distance, never to be found
The years on such a young face, show only in my eyes
For even tho I'm dying, I'll live on through my disguise
This world is only wicked, no matter how you step
I hope I keep on falling, til I run out of breath
So reach into my thoughts an brace what you have known
You all know my feeling, but only I can write this poem
I'm staring down an edge, just wanting to be free
I feel my well is empty, I've never had enough
This desert that I wander in, has never filled my cup
Lost am I now sitting, wandering in my depth
My visions only haunt me, forseeing my own death
Day by day is passing when faces are the same
I wander all alone, with no one left to blame
I long to numb this feeling, slowly withering away
Why do I keep rising, just to fall another day
So keep on falling child, on def ears falls your sound
I'm searching in the distance, never to be found
The years on such a young face, show only in my eyes
For even tho I'm dying, I'll live on through my disguise
This world is only wicked, no matter how you step
I hope I keep on falling, til I run out of breath
So reach into my thoughts an brace what you have known
You all know my feeling, but only I can write this poem
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
A Leaf Well Lived
Now in my thought I learn to breathe
With noises gone I finaly see
Pictures fade that keep me sane
My eyelids lift to show their pain
So here I sit an start to cry
An then I see a leaf dance by
A simple leaf yet so much more
Bringing life to the forest floor
Majestic is this leaf I see
Slowly dying but yet so free
And even tho it was a leaf short lived
This leaf will die with love well gived
Such beauty seen in such a leaf
Such sorrow in a life so brief
And as he dances above our ground
This leaf becomes a man well found
So on you dance where you belong
Above us all to to sing your song
Now dance away and leave our tree
An with your son I'll remember thee
In Memory of Mathew Salois, your finaly
where you belong. Above all of us.
With noises gone I finaly see
Pictures fade that keep me sane
My eyelids lift to show their pain
So here I sit an start to cry
An then I see a leaf dance by
A simple leaf yet so much more
Bringing life to the forest floor
Majestic is this leaf I see
Slowly dying but yet so free
And even tho it was a leaf short lived
This leaf will die with love well gived
Such beauty seen in such a leaf
Such sorrow in a life so brief
And as he dances above our ground
This leaf becomes a man well found
So on you dance where you belong
Above us all to to sing your song
Now dance away and leave our tree
An with your son I'll remember thee
In Memory of Mathew Salois, your finaly
where you belong. Above all of us.
Friday, March 4, 2011
The Illusion of Love
Look past my illusion and through these cold eyes
Lonely and fragile, I tear through this disguise
No one really knows me, I shape what they see
Manipulation of minds that dont understand me
I speak with my riddles slowly going insane
Trapped in a box that you people sustain
Six walls, six mirrors, and six people to be
With a tongue thats of silver, only my devil is free
So listen to my words and feel how I feel
Lost in a sea, with only my pain to conceal
To the people that hurt me and tore me apart
My precision is deadly, I'll aim for your heart
My anger is limitless and comes out of this page
My words have much meaning, you should be afraid
So on I'll continue with the sad song that I sing
While others just dance, for I hold all the strings
And when the day comes that I know of my love
My walls will come down and I'll fly with my dove
Lonely and fragile, I tear through this disguise
No one really knows me, I shape what they see
Manipulation of minds that dont understand me
I speak with my riddles slowly going insane
Trapped in a box that you people sustain
Six walls, six mirrors, and six people to be
With a tongue thats of silver, only my devil is free
So listen to my words and feel how I feel
Lost in a sea, with only my pain to conceal
To the people that hurt me and tore me apart
My precision is deadly, I'll aim for your heart
My anger is limitless and comes out of this page
My words have much meaning, you should be afraid
So on I'll continue with the sad song that I sing
While others just dance, for I hold all the strings
And when the day comes that I know of my love
My walls will come down and I'll fly with my dove
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